Ok so we made it out of the round pen!
Barely ... but we did it!
Definitely built a lot of confidence yesterday and also realized how scared I really was.
Brother Twitchell wants me to talk about that fear, so here you go Brother Twitchell:
Through this whole semester I have been so excited to learn and better my relationship with a type of horse I have never worked with before.
But because I have never worked with such a young energetic horse it also scares me and makes me very weary in everything I do around him. I have not been able to learn as well as I would like or progress as I would have liked to because I am sometimes scared to get hurt by him.
That, I think, is my main hurtle - me.
I have to say I have made lots of progress and every time I do I feel a little bit better! I think it's just the fear of "stepping into the dark" that keeps me from doing it.
And the hard part is I don't feel like I can explain my fears. I can't logically think of why this is freaking me out so much.
I have realized that that fear is handicapping both me and Cowboy. When I find some confidence and decide to lead him things become so much better and his focus becomes better for the both of us.
Moving out of the round pen was scary and did not go perfectly smooth either, but it helped me learn a lot and also build my confidence. I am still a little weary, but things are getting a lot better - again. We're definately growing.
And I can say that I am excited for what's going to come next.
Goals:
1. Spend more time out of the roundpen.
2. Not be such a scaredy cat!